A Tear & A Smile

A Tear & A Smile

an empty place and a grave sound inside
i seek to answer that knock on the door
of the heart that seldom rests
seeks love and warmth
for they alone are the only hope
in this world full of misery and descent
but yet again
i see the pain
it has to go through
for the smallest pinch
of the greatest joy
to be with one
and not deny
the purity
that's needed
for it to last
would it be true
as a lie it lingers
inside my heart and unrest
could it be true
as a truth from the heavens
inside my mind i accept
but feelings
they let alone
swim inside
disconnected from the mind
the subtle self
it feels
needs that warmth
the thought of the one
who is pure and as such
the one
the only one
who can be pure
yet love as much as one could take
and more than that
feel to stay the same sane beloved giver
of the same love it has received
too dense a thought?
too gray a shade?
love is precious
not a cheap thing
for it alone
can benedict
hail, a healthy smile!
for eternity
and not grow old
as time pass by
and remind of the years that
flew away
coz they all have wings
but i can't fly
so i decide
to sit down
by myself
and let the heart do
its own story telling
to my mind
and hear in reply
few bullet points
desire- the cause of sorrow
disappointment- an opportunity
purity- my life's aim
love- my life's goal
but love from whom
can satisfy
love of what
can never dry
love a dream
or melodrama for the self
in the arena of feelings
too much to ask?
too much to try?
inside its gone too late
cold, empty and grave
but hope is there
and so is peace
and so is the possibility
for now lets dream
dream again
O The empty one
O My precious heart
Your not alone
Your wit Yourself
Don't feel this way
Time it is
Time will change